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Pain was not afraid of death, only of unfulfilment.

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BITCH

She had dreamt that her dog, an old greying border terrier bitch was being squeezed to death by a fluffy ginger and white guinea pig.

The seemingly cute, friendly rodent had jumped on the dog’s back and wrapping its legs around her body, began to tighten like a boa constrictor.

Normally, she didn’t go in for dream interpretation, but this time, when Pain awoke, she knew just exactly what the dream meant and she wasn’t going to ignore the warning.

 

 

 

Van Gogh was sexually repressed

I’m just going to lunge him for a bit

Rosemary never goes away

Van Gogh had epilepsy

He has laminitis

Rosemary has asthma

Van Gogh just wanted to be useful

It’s the spring grass shoots, full of nutrients

Rosemary keeps goats

Van Gogh felt empty

Starvation, yes, and keep him in

Rosemary lives in the same place

Van Gogh ate paint

Is the sand school occupied?

Rosemary wears an anorak

Van Gogh’s house was yellow

Suicide

Rosemary’s house is in need of repair

Van Gogh felt the power of love flowing through him and through the world around him

It was over a boy

Rosemary sold the land but kept access

Van Gogh self-harmed

You can’t change the past, what’s done is done

Rosemary’s husband went bankrupt

Van Gogh shot himself in a field

Sometimes, when I run, I don’t want to stop, just keep running

Rosemary’s husband killed himself

Van Gogh drank absinthe

It’s such a waste

Rosemary’s daughter never smiles

Van Gogh had red hair

She was nineteen

Rosemary breeds miniature horses

Van Gogh did not die to make his paintings sell

She was going to be a good little florist

Rosemary stays outdoors all day

Van Gogh died in bed

We found out she was being bullied, we didn’t know

Rosemary drives an old jeep

man called horse

 

Richard Harris in ‘A Man Called Horse’

Cords from nipples

Strung up to the teepee roof

Strings like cosmic energy rays

The Trinity:

Nipple, nipple, cunt

Brain heart womb

Double trinity layout

Get layout

Double double chocolate, these are fabulous

Sex addict Food addict

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Porky

Better than any meat injection

Little death

Petit mal

Black, lilac, purple, mint, fleshtone

Skintones

Wrinkled skin

every baby lose a tooth

skin like paper

She’s transparent’, ‘I know your cousin’

my perfect cousin

blood’s thicker than water’

What does that mean?

Little death

Little death

Saturday night

Fizzy white

A film

And a little death

 

 

 

misty peony

She couldn’t go on grieving all her life,

It was time to put the past behind her.

The peonies were flowering now,

If they could bloom, then she could.

She must.